Thursday, October 28, 2010

Tethered cord causing nerve dmg/ Fibromyalgia & chronic fatigue connection to Chiari


My sister sent me this new site that has so much helpful information on it. It has this question and answer session with doctors and one of the neurosurgions is the surgion doing my surgery in NY, Dr B.

http://chiariconnectioninternational.com/doctor.php

Here is some of the info I found interesting:

Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, and CM

Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome are "wastebasket diagnoses".

In a nutshell, they mean:

1. You have pain all over (FM) or you have a low energy level (CFS), in the absence of an identifiable diagnosis.

2. For convenience reasons (and to give the patients some sense of closure), we give these conditions a label (FM and CFS).

Many disorders can cause symptoms which mimic or overlap those of FM and CFS. If you have multiple metastatic lesions in your bones, you will hurt all over. If you have advanced lung cancer, you will be very fatigued even when coping with the normal activities of daily living.

Chiari I Malformation has a clinical presentation which can possibly involve several symptoms, besides the classically accepted Suboccipital pressure headache aggravate by exercise and straining. Diffuse body pain and fatigue are among the symptoms of the CMI spectrum. The electrical circuitry behind these FM-like and CFS-like symptoms is poorly understood, but they indeed improve in several patients after uncomplicated surgery, to various degrees.

The controversy about FM, CFS, and CMI started a decade ago, when the official ranks of organized neurosurgery had the impression that some physicians were overdoing posterior fossa decompression, to provide a tentative "cure" for FM (and/or CFS). The high profile of some media exposures (a 20/20 segment, and an article on the Wall Street Journal) added fuel on the fire. The result was a backlash which affected some professional carriers (with sanctions), put FM and CFS in a murky and off-limit perspective to the American neurosurgeons, and caused a steering towards the right in the overall surgical management of CMI (with most of the experts shifting towards highly conservative criteria for diagnosis and treatment).

Attempts had been made recently to restart the analysis of this highly charged problem. NFRA (National Fibromyalgia Research Association) is the ASAP equivalent for FM. Like ASAP, they have an annual meeting. Dr Rosner (who is back to surgical activity in NC) is a frequent presenter at the NFRA meetings. On occasion of the last NFRA meeting, the preliminary results (meta-analysis) of a study conducted by a group of scientists from the University of Seattle WA (led by Dr Ellenbogen) have been presented; the preliminary data suggested that in their patient population there was an increased association between FM and "borderline CMI " (= minimal tonsillar herniation).

Bottom line:

The relationship between FM, CFS, and CMI is very complex, poorly understood, inadequately investigated, and highly controversial. The topic has been a taboo for neurosurgeons during the last decade. Recently, the problem is being reapproached, in a less emotional and more logical manner.

Paolo Bolognese, MD
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If we wait to have surgery for Tethered Cord Syndrome (TCS), will we have nerve damage?
TCS acts by pulling downwards the inferior end of the spinal cord with a tight (and sometimes thick) filum terminale (which is the rubber band anchoring the spinal cord to the tailbone). The downward pull distorts the area of the cord called conus, causing lower back pain, leg pain, feet numbness, urinary disturbances, and bowel problems.

The natural history of the disease sees the filum pulling, and the spinal cord giving, over the lifetime. The growth spurts of adolescence cause cyclic acute flareups of the TCS symptoms and signs, with severe "growing pains", and bladder and bowel "accidents". When the skeletal growth ends and the subject enters adult life, the balance between tight filum and cord is played over a slower pace, with a slow clinical progression of the signs and symptoms.

In this adult phase (on the grounds of our experience) there is a point of no return, beyond which permanent damage can be left behind even after surgical correction. The exact timing of this point in time is still unclear, but some warning signs are already emerging:

- The urodynamically confirmed diagnosis of neurogenic bladder; - EMG changes in the legs (when not connected to other pathologies); - Foot drop (even when only mild).

TCS can affect the bladder in two ways:

- Hypoactive bladder (with urinary retention) - Hyperactive bladder (with urinary frequency), often mixed with dyssinergia (the bladder contracts without proper coordination). Hypoactive and dyssinergic bladders can lead to hydronephrosis (= a dilation of the major urine channels within the kidneys), which can ultimately cause renal insufficiency.

Our experience is based on a quite large patients' basis. 220 TCS surgeries have been performed at TCI, during the year 2006 alone. During the same year, many other patients have been diagnosed at TCI with milder forms of TCS, but not treated surgically. We have also observed that the majority of the TCS pts diagnosed at TCI had an associated connective tissue disorder (like EDS or Marfan). Patients with a diagnosis of connective tissue disorder (and specially people who underwent craniocervical fusions in the past) need to be screened for TCS.

Paolo Bolognese, MD

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Fast and friendly service at a doctors office!


In my email confirmation, it stated that I needed to have an EKG, echocardiogram, pulminary funtion test, and a cardiac function test completed within 30 days of surgery. Luckily I just had an echo done. So, I called my new healthcare providers office yesterday. When I spoke with the nurse, I told him what all I needed and that I had an appointment already for the 3rd of November. He quickly said, "Lets get you in sooner so that we can make sure everything gets completed. Can you make it in tomorrow at 9:30?" Nice! So, this morning, I went into the office. They were able to complete the EKG and the pulmonary function test right in their office. When I met with my nurse practitioner, she had already scheduled my cardiac stress test. I have to do the chemical stress instead of the treadmill since I have trouble walking. I will have that completed on the 3rd of November, next week. Also while I was in the office, they typed up a letter for my work for my extended leave time. I have NEVER had such great service from a health care provider! They are kind and take the time to listen and look me in the eye when they are discussing my care with me. Just awesome! The nurse faxed all my paper results to the Chiari Institute before I left the office. I just can't say enough nice things!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Get lost in the beauty


‎"Connectors are exceptionally kind and loving people...They always find something to appreciate. They can get lost in the beauty of a starry night or a frog on a lily pad. They see beauty in children, and they find a natural radiance and splendor in the aged. They have no desire to judge anyone in low-energy negative terms, and they ...know that the all-creating Source brings only beauty into material form and so it is always available." - Dr. Wayne Dyer

I, thankfully, know a few "connectors" and strive everyday to become one myself!

Monday, October 25, 2010

Surgery Date Confirmed


I finally got the email confirmation on the date of surgery- 11-16-2010! Wow, that is so soon. I am excited, scared, and overwhelmed! I have so much to do and so little time. I have made the hotel reservations, car rental, and am working on the air line tickets. There are tons and tons of pre-op test that I have to have done between now an then. Hopefully, I can get them all done! Now I need to work on the schedule for Weston. My parents are going to take turns staying with him. Then my sister and parents are going to also take turns staying with me. It is going to be a long time before I can be left alone after the surgery. We will be in New York from approximately 11-13-10 to 11-25-10. Then I may be going into the Mountain Valley Rehab Center when we return. Happy Thanksgiving to us! We will have a lot to be thankful for this year!

My brother, Scott, and Sister, Kristi, will be joining us in NYC. Thank goodness, Justin and I will need all the support we can get!

Friday, October 22, 2010

We have a date!


I have been very frustrated. I did my part to get my psych evaul done the day after I found that I was approved for surgery, I got my lumbar puncture as soon as possible, and had all the results faxed right away to the scheduler in New York. Then I left two separate voicemails and sent two emails with no response. Then a week ago I emailed the doctor directly and got an answer right away. Then when the lady tried to cover her bum, she stated that she did not get the psych evaul that was sent nearly 6 weeks ago. Then Dondi resent the evaluation along with the original fax confirmation a week ago. I finally got an email from the scheduler that she had received everything and that it was in my file this past Monday. I quickly emailed back that I would be looking forward to hearing from her. I had also found out that my case worker with social security had requested my records three times. When I called the office, I found out that it was the same lady that had not returned any of my prior voicemails or emails. Imagine my surprise.... No real surprise, I am being facetious. Yesterday, Three days after I had received an email from the scheduler stating she had everything, I still had not heard from her. So, I sent a very FIRM email. It said something to the fact that I have moved very fast on my end to make sure that everything was done, that I had a child that I had to plan for and that my whole family is waiting for her to contact us. I said that I felt that everything had stalled on her end. Guess what? I got a call bright and early this morning! My unconfirmed surgery date is 11/16/2010. The scheduler was going to check with the operating room and send an email confirmation on that date. At lunchtime, I got an email. I was so excited. So I quickly opened the secured email. It is a medical site that you must log into. When I opened the email, I was shocked to see that the email was for another patient. It had her name, date of birth, surgery date, type of surgery, and much more. NICE, REAL NICE! I emailed right back to let her know of the error. Wow, she actually responded to an email asking me to delete the email but never sent my email confirmation. I only hope that my info was not sent to the other patient but if I were to guess, I bet it was! Oh well! Yay--I am getting surgery.....Happy dance! Lets party like it's your birthday! Shake your booty!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Rhino, not hippo!


So the neuropsychologist said he would put me on the top of the cancellation list for the full cognitive function testing and he did. I saw him the day before yesterday and yesterday I got a call that there was a cancellation for this morning at 0800. Wow---that is fast! I would have otherwise had to wait until January. So, this morning my mom and I woke up at 0500 and headed down to Sun City for an 0800 appointment. The testing was so intense and brutal! It was nearly four hours of testing. I was so exhausted when we left that I slept all the way home. It was interesting. They did a lot of different things but one funny question that I remembered was "What do a fly and a tree have in common?" I still do not know the answer. Then at the end, she would give me three letters to remember. IE: A,X,O then give me a random number like 93 and have me count backwards by 3's for a set period of time. That was hard. I had a really bad migraine when I was finished. These are just two examples that I can remember. One major problem I continue to have is that I say something out loud like "hippo" when I know it is a "rhino" or "harmonica" when it is an "accordion". I know what the item is but the wrong word comes out. The tech was able to direct me when I was wrong but this is a major issue if I am working as a nurse and teaching someone about new medications. Patients would not know when I make those mistakes. This could cause major issues.

Needless to say, this is going to be an early evening!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Yay for good dr's


Yay for good doctors! When I was at my neurologist last, I asked for a cognitive function evaul so that I could have a before and after surgery comparison. So, I saw a neuropsychologist today for cognitive function consult. The actual testing will take 4 full hours! Today he did about an hour of discussion and some testing. He was so AWESOME! It is so weird to go in to a dr that is close to my age. The cool thing is that I know that he has not been out of school for too long but he is still fresh in his schooling and has been out of school long enough to be into the full swing of his practice. I also noticed today that the office I went to (a different division of my neurologist office ANI Arizona Neurological Institute). I also noticed that they had neurological Balance practice and neurological Pain control in that same office. Holy Moly, is that a God send or what? I could use both of those. The doctor was so kind. He said that they were booked up to January for the 4 hour long test but that he personally wanted to see that I was tested prior to surgery. Usually techs do the testing but he wants me to call when I have a surgery date and he will personally do the testing on a Friday. He wants to see the results. When we were finished, I asked that he send the report to a few places. He said, it was not problem and he would make sure it was sent. I am always concerned that people may think that I am faking. He then said, "This is not something you can fake". Praise the Lord for sending me to a kind and understanding doctor! Maybe things are turning around. :)

As far as New York, they have all of my paperwork and that is confirmed. Now I am waiting for the same lady to call me to schedule my surgery. The same lady that has never returned an email or voicemail. The same lady that has never sent medical records when requested. I am keeping track. Last week I finally emailed the dr in New York directly and he emailed me back within a half hour. The lady had to cover her hind end and said that she had not received the pscyc evaul. Bull Honkey! When was she going to let me know? Never! I have the fax confirmation and was sure to send it when my sister refaxed it. I strongly dislike when people can not do their jobs! Hopefully she will call me tomorrow by 11am our time in AZ. If not, I will be on the phone. She only works until 3pm in NYC. I guess I will have to be a PIA (Pain in the ace) until she schedules me. So darn frustrating.

My Weston started a new 2nd grade class at Miller Valley today. His new teacher is so fun and exciting. Weston made "four new friends today". Although he can not recall any of their names. He truly is my child. I hope this school works out for him. I do not want to stifle his little happy, exciting, theatrical personality just because a teacher does not want to teach. It is aweful that some teachers just want to sit and play on a computer all day and have the kids work out of a workbook. Another sad thing is that when I called the principal, he was not really that willing to help. We had to split up my step-son and my son. They walked to and from school together often. Hopefully we can rejoin them next year. In the meantime, I hope he flourishes in his new school!

Have a wonderful week everyone! Hope to hear from you soon!!!!!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Why New York?


It is really this simple, they are the best neurosurgeons in the world! If you are going to have someone cut the connective tissue at the base of your spinal cord, do you want someone that is just OK or do you want the best? Well, I want the best. The Chiari Institute has done over 3000 surgeries! They also do research on what causes Chiari, what is related to Chiari, genetic links, etc. I also do not have the "normal" Chiari where the brain is too large for the skull. My Chiari is aquired. No other place in the world recognizes that. What that means is that my Chiari was caused by something else. In my case, tethered cord. My spinal cord is attached too tight. As I grew, the cord pulling down pulled my brain down into my spinal column.

My problem at the base of the spinal cord needs to be fixed first. Then eventually, I may need brain surgery. If I were to be treated at Barrows, they would only want to do the brain surgery. If they did that first, without fixing the cause of the problem, I would get worse.

My family and I have chosen to go with the best for a surgery that is so serious. I hope this answers the many questions I get on this. :)

Thursday, October 7, 2010






Scentsy Fundraiser for Kelli Carter’s Medical fund

Unique Scentsy warmers use a low-watt bulb to melt specialty formulated wax slowly, maximizing its fragrance time. With no flame, soot, or wick, the Scentsy wickless candle system is a safe way to enjoy more than 80 Scentsy fragrances.

Ordering is as easy as 1, 2, 3…

1. You can shop online at https://fers.scentsy.us/Home. You simply go online to order and it will be shipped directly to you. This is perfect for my out-of-town friends and family!

2. You can use a catalog. We have plenty available.

3. You can call in your order to Jennifer at 928-710-2124.

*Don’t forget to mention that this is for the Kelli Carter fundraiser!
My favorite scents are pumpkin roll (perfect fall and holiday scent), sugar cookie, and honey pear cider. The scents last so much longer than a store bought candle. I have used mine for 3 weeks and it has not diminished at all and my whole house smells like pumpkin roll. YUMMO! These items will be in prior to the holidays so remember Scentsy wickless candles make the perfect gift!

*25% of the sales will go into Kelli Carter’s medical fund for an out-of-network neurological surgery in New York.

Combine and save:

A) Scentsy Full-size System
3 Scentsy Bars of your choice, plus 1 full-size Scentsy warmer
MP-SS13 $40 ($5 savings)

B) Scentsy Mid-size System
3 Scentsy Bars of your choice, plus 1 mid-size Scentsy warmer
MP-MS13 $35 ($5 savings)

C) Perfect Plug-Ins
6 Scentsy Bars of your choice, plus 2 plug-in Scentsy Warmers
MP-PP26 $50 ($10 savings)

D) Perfect Scentsy
6 Scentsy Bars of your choice, plus 2 Full-Size Scentsy Warmers
MP-PS26

*This order will close on 10-31-10

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

No one thing defines me!


Let me tell you just a few things that I have overcome in my life, so far (in no particular order):

*Being born the youngest of 6 children
*Marrying my high school sweetheart way too young
*Divorce
*Abusive relationship
*Single motherhood
*Rape victim at the age of 14
*Nursing school survivor (Which is complete hell anyway but did it as a single mother of two and working made it hard. I also was the Student Nursing President because I felt the need to punish myself that much more. Thank goodness Justin helped me out)
*Worked two years of night nursing (all while fighting fatigue, pain, and headaches)
*Have had headaches for 32 years, body aches, and fatigue my entire life.
*Chiari=low-lying cerebellar tonsils= hindbrain descends into the spinal column
*Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome=Connective tissue disorder that makes your joints painful and dislocate. It also makes my skin hurt. There is no other way for me to describe it
*Tethered cord=the connective tissue at the base of the spinal cord is attached too tight. It is related to spinal bifida and is a neural tube defect.
*Neurogenic bladder=due to the spinal cord being pulled down to tight, spinal cord damage has occurred. This is permanent nerve damage causing urinary problems.
*I have lived through years of doctors tell me I had anxiety. Guess what? They are right, it makes me anxious that they never found what was wrong with me until I was 32I was born with all of this!
*Had to deal with "The mind can be a powerful thing". AKA, "it is all in your head" It is in my head, my brain is bashing my skull! They were right, just not in the way they thought!
*Had to deal with the feeling of having to prove myself over and over to the doctors even after I just returned from NY


Am I going to let those things define me? Hell no! But they sure have made me who I am today. I am a smart, confident, mother, sister, daughter, wife, and nurse. That is who I am! I stand tall (Although, a little shorter than I used to hee hee). I may have an illness that is knockin me down but it will not keep me down. Look out world, you will not know what hit you when I feel better. I am going to be shouting from the rooftops. Our healthcare system needs to be re-educated. It is clearly a deficiet when it comes to Chiari. There needs to be re-education in the Emergency departments, primary care, radiology, hospitalist, neurologists, and so on.

Thank you for taking the time to read my blog! I love hearing from you. Go out and have a wonderful week.

“Loving people live in a loving world. Hostile people live in a hostile world. Same world.” -Wayne Dyer

Friday, October 1, 2010


One person may just make that difference






Today I sat with doctors, nurses, friends, family, housekeepers, police officers and so on. They were are all so touching. I can not believe how many people care about my family! One Doctor may have said it best, he told me that he had never heard of Chiari prior to me (Other than a paragraph or so in med school). He said that he was watching Mystery Diagnosis and saw an episode with a ER nurse that had something similar to what I have. He, along with many others also told me how they follow my blog regularly. NICE! Maybe I CAN make a difference. One person can spread the word about Chiari.

Today my friends put together a huge fundraiser at the VA. They even had a band made up of VA employees. They ROCKED the house too. The food was fabulous. There must have been 150-200 people that come through the theater for lunch. It was fun to see my coworkers. There were 50+ items donated for the silent auction. Many of them handmade and beautiful. Again, so touching! They even brought all the left over food to our house.

My support system is the most amazing in the world! I love you all. Thanks for everything you do. My kids are already eating the cookies.....